past.
Another sad post I guess?Cousin Lieu and Ang talked to R on the phone,
Cousin Lieu told me what was going on.
R said that she isn't influenced by C.
She said what is happening between us is our own problem.
But I really can't figure it out, I don't see why there's a problem.
We didn't even have any disputes or unhappiness with each other earlier,
we didn't even argue or quarrel about anything.
It's just, poof, friends no more.
You said you weren't ready.
Several times, I took the initiative to ask you why?
But until now, you're not ready.
Allow me to voice out my thoughts, time waits for no one.
Same goes for me.
I've taken the initiative, but you took it for granted.
So i'll wait no longer.
Be it whether it;s my fault, or yours, or both of us.
I won't bother anymore.
I do not want to add on to my stress, because I know my limits.
Haha, this is funny, it shows how unstable our friendship is.
Well, it's quite surprising, I never thought we could end up this way.
It's over now.
I can honestly say, when I achieved something, and earned glory.
I don't need friends who would turn their backs on me at that point of time.
I will not treasure such people who do things like that to me.
The quizzes were right, I have to beware of the people around me,
because they are jealous of my success.
So what does it mean? I can trust no one.
I now know the feeling of loneliness,
and slowly...
getting used to it...
im usually known as joanna, the quiet one but they are oh so wrong. highly replusive and may cause severe damage to the brain upon contact?
haha, unlikely but you'll never know. i think dishonesty is extremely intolerable and that rainbows should be stored in milk cartons :D
lakes, rivers and all other water bodies should be purified and be made drinkable (even the water in toilet bowls). okay, that was an insight of my perspective. haha :DD
yes, i AM nuts and im loving every minute of it :D
