past.
I discovered something within my inner self.I discovered my fear.
I have always turned a back on this problem as I could not be bothered much.
Maybe I was just being paranoid, it was my thought then.
However, I didn't expect it to turn into a fear, a phobia.
The experience is definitely not a pleasant one, as I feel the helplessness and anxiety that struck me.
It was all so discomforting and cause me to be intimidated in such situations.
I should have tackled this problem in the past.
I haven't always been very fond of social gatherings where all the people are total strangers to me.
I may appear easy-going and easy to get along with. But it has to come slowly, and not a huge crowd at a time.
Everytime I'm physically stuck between people, that natural reaction of breathing difficulties occur.
I should have taken it to heart then.
It was a privilege to have James as my friend, he was the one who made me realize I was experiencing such a horrible phobia.
He taught me a way to overcome it and I said I would try to do it.
but everytime I think again, fear just struck me as my body temperature went from hot to cold and vice versa.
There goes my parents, not weighing the situation. They thought I was just being paranoid. Thanks. That isn't what I need at this point of time. But I hope I can overcome this fear soon.
im usually known as joanna, the quiet one but they are oh so wrong. highly replusive and may cause severe damage to the brain upon contact?
haha, unlikely but you'll never know. i think dishonesty is extremely intolerable and that rainbows should be stored in milk cartons :D
lakes, rivers and all other water bodies should be purified and be made drinkable (even the water in toilet bowls). okay, that was an insight of my perspective. haha :DD
yes, i AM nuts and im loving every minute of it :D
